The Dilemma of a Relationship with God…he doesn’t control you, he gives you options and choices. ARggghhhhhh.
so i am having a conversation with Abba…
he is saying the opportunities are great, and he’s got my back any which way. that should be comforting right? but no, my overthinking mind is trying to map out all the lines across the opportunities from start to finish. i want to know the future of today’s choice. why does that sound like unbelief? especially when god is saying either choice is right? maybe because i am looking for the easier path? less risky path? but if i must feel safe all the way down the path then why do i need to have faith in he who sees the end from the beginning? but if he would just tell me which path to take that would be so much easier, right?
God, interrupting my train of thoughts: so that you can blame me down the line when you feel uncomfortable right? no thanks i will pass. i done my job already – i gave you the plan for 2019: a season of immeasurable excess. i have given you the map also: be still and know that I AM. so i done my part , kiddo, now its your turn. i am happy to sit on the sidelines and cheer you on as you explore the goodness i have released for you.
Faith is Made of This 