Yesterday, my wife and I went to Heathrow airport to receive a friend coming in from Nigeria.
I paused briefly after writing the sentence above. It feels surreal to imagine how far God has brought us. If anyone told us 6 months ago that we would be living in the UK, it would have made us laugh, and yet here we are.
I was walking home from work today, when I paid closer attention to a sign I always see during my walk – “Always thoughts of tomorrow in mind” – it is the tag line hanging above a company building.
As i walked past the building, this scripture lighted up in my mind: I know the plans i have for you, plans of good and not evil, to give you a future and a hope. It reminded me of where I was coming from. Between 2005 and 2010, I was so sure my life was going nowhere fast. Then God turned everything around, and the sun began to shine in my life.
Sometimes, we can only see as far as our eyes can see. But I have learned over the years to see with the eyes of faith, and to live a life of prophecy. Every year for the past 4 or 5 years, God has been speaking to me ahead of each year. In 2018, he gave me a word through the lyrics of the song by Tasha Cobbs and Nicki Minaj – I’m getting ready.
If my mobile phone could talk, it would testify of how many hours that song played on my deezer app. Day and night, I listened to that song, I spoke that song, I prayed that song, I studied scripture through that song. Looking back now, I can see how every word of that song has become a reality in my life. “I am getting ready to see something i have never seen before”. Indeed, I am now living a future i never imagined, and a dream i never even thought to hope for. Indeed, one thing is certain, when you stick to the word of God, you will come back with a testimony.
But there are moments when i fear that i will wake up to find that this is all a dream. There are moments when i am afraid that someone will discover that i do not deserve any of this. There are moments when i fear that the devil will be able to take back all that God has given. I guess this is why the holy spirit highlighted that signage to me. It spoke to me that I am fathered by a God who has has thoughts of my tomorrow in his mind. The scripture reminded me that I am living in a future and hope God prepared for me without my knowledge, which implies that there is yet another future and hope that God is still preparing for me.